December 2009
when im gone it feels like oooooooooooo
so 2009 is coming to an end now, and i’ll be the first to say that 2009 really sucked for me. i went through some depressing moments in my life. i mean a lot of people are hopeful for 2010 and how it should be better blah blah blah, hope is just a drug. a lie. i don’t need a big change in my life to occur so i can be happy. i just gotta keep my head up cause in my 16 years of life...
maybe i wasn't supposed to be here, but oh well.
everyone is saying 2010 goodbye 2009..no fuck...
sometimes my mind wanders away from me
Your loss, my friend. We could've had something...
(via playdirty)
fuckin miserable.
so if there's one thing i learned to obtain in...
“Don’t wanna loose you in it cause the groove is in it,
But it really don’t...”
– (via johnerick)
Shes an over-achiever where hes afraid to attempt....
(via monsta)
i'm sorry mama, i never meant to hurt you ,i never...
i just got to make it, to have gone through all...
maybe i'm not good enough for you and never will...
excuse me.
i know life is rough. maybe too rough for some. but why must all this bullshit have to come with it. it’s all unnecessary. i can’t sleep anymore. i can’t even think. there is no feeling left. i don’t even think i’ve blinked once while i’ve typed this. i don’t know if im going insane. i dont know what the fuck is going. idk if this is normal . or a part of...
so much anger in my heart it hurts
Love, doesn't need a complicated metaphor. And...
(via monsta)
monsta:
playdirty:
I love to people watch. People intrigue the shit out of me. I watch each and every one of them thinking about what they’ve done with their lives and what they’re currently going through. I watch their actions and the way the present themselves. You can determine a lot about a person just by watching them. But you’ll never really know a person until you take the time to...
stop being a bitch
Stuck with more questions than answers.
(via aes-thet-ics)
I tend to put me before yall, some people call it...
(via monsta)
“Past few years shit got so ill.
Kinda hard for the god to laugh through tears....”
– (via aes-thet-ics)
Beauty killed the beast.
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My lifestyle was so far from well. Could have...
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I was praying that you and me might end up...
yastupidbword:
(via monsta)
mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
fuck this shit, every two seconds there’s just more bullshit entering my life. can’t stand being in this household so i try to leave as much as i can..but rents won’t let me do shit. i used to be happpyy at the cribset when i was younger and shitt but now i cant wait till im 18…fuck when i get my license i can only leave for so long..when im 18 can’t wait til i...
Ask more questions, not the same questions more often Recognize you can be whatever you desire to be Know that performance does not equal identity Realize that you are the equal of everybody Realize that you are the better of nobody Appreciate you did the best you could Face the future, live for the moment Understand suffering is part of life Accept you will make mistakes Breathe from your...
i gotta stop trying cause deep down im just...
I was just too young to enjoy all the simple shit....
(via johnerick)
I like when you talk because your voice is...
(via aes-thet-ics)
idk why but when i was a little kid i loved...
fuck it after christmas i don't ever want to...
i'm gifted for being lifted, gifted for having...
can't wait til i'm alone
and my looks and figure may not be so appealing...
Your half-hearted smile tells me something just...
(via monsta)
see i fuck up sometimes i admit when you fuck up...
I got hate in my heart, love in my mind. I've seen...
(via monsta)
You made it clear you wasn't down for me.
(via johnerick)
mothafucka im gone
I've been blinded by my own emotion's.
(via yastupidbword)